hmm i wonder why i am so tired..sleeping so much these few days..i've rejected 3 invitations to go out with my hall ppl and more..ya, feel kinda bad..it would be fun, considering how i am usually quite bored during cny. this year was really quite boring, cos no one came on 1st 2 days! think my dad was kinda siann too..haha, my parents aren't the "let's go visiting!" kinda ppl..and due to the rain, i din get to ask them if they wanted to go see the bottle trees..so i just slack and slack..and sleep and sleep..not that i minded that much. i think i'm very tired. and the thot that the break is just flying by, with me going back to school tmw and thurs for proj meeting just makes me feel like crying. and i know that when i go back to school, it's gonna be a very stressful 1 week plus :'( i just felt like slacking and slacking and sleeping and sleeping at home..just hide away...from the world..

on a brighter note, had some fun playing maple, when my bro took the risk of installing it on my dad's laptop...but it's screwing my eyes up. cos the laptop is widescreen..and all the chars just look distorted! zzz...one of my buddies was rather nice, gave me 2 roses! they're a v-day drop..i wan the white one..sigh..yup, but i had fun exploring the new shanghai town with 8250..then my tai ge came too! haha..my bro decided to log in too..so there were 4 of us going around..my "son" logged in too...but..he's already sold off his acct..so i knew the person playing wasn't him..tt was kinda sad..cos last time if he has nothing to do, he'll come find me too and help me do quest..haha..yep but the shanghai town was boring, i gave up after a while, cos we had to hunt a lot of stupid stuff to get to the centipede..anyway, my bro said they fixed the bug where some people got really really rich..hmph..

yup, i'm escaping reality..just too many things to do, that i duno how to do..but then

"nothing gets done, except little by little"

alright, i shall try to motivate myself and psych myself into chipping away at the things i need to do..and quit thinking/worrying about things that wouldn't make a difference, no matter how much i worry or think...