generally, i hold a postive view towards quite a lot of things, such as life in general. despite being able to think of all the worse possibilities and loving to complain about lots of things, i will usually still try to be optimistic. but today, by my standards was just not a good day. in fact, a day that just got worse and worst as the clock ticked by. hot humid day with lotsa running about. and lotsa rubbish i had no wish to take.