guess i'm not going 2b able 2 finish my marketing lecs 2day..will hv 2 wait till tmw..let me tell u what i did 2day.. this is going 2b some narrative..skip it if u dun like narratives, cos i usually hate them :p

this morn, decided 2 go hv a nice breakfast cos i stayed up till 3 to finish 3 marketing lecs.. got xuannie's msg as i turned on my hp..guessed what? i actually turned on e hp 2 ask her if she wanted 2 go 4 breakfast but oh well, someone wasnt free :p

$2.50 for chee cheong fun and $5 plus 4 macs..i gave in 2 temptation..*haha..egg mcmuffin! my newest addiction? yeah read some really interesting stuff in Today, like e article posted..hmm yes, i'm guilty of blogging as soon as possible after e tremors..not tt bad right? *haha..yah but it's true..i do hv this false sense of security, tt nothing's going 2b tt bad..after this IS singapore..e land of efficiency..rationally, i know this has no logical basis, but i cant really shake this feeling off..it's just like tt..what CAN happen in singapore? *touch wood* hence, why i was so shaken by e tremors..it just brought everything so much much closer..tsunami, so? yes, i do feel sorry for those who die, i do wish i cld do something to help them..but there's still this detachment from reality..it's in another place, it's not singapore..anyway, i do love mr brown's cynicism and how true it all is..my current writer idol? yeah, i'm over sumiko tan, some time ago...*haha..imagine e earthquake gotta apply to shake singapore? must use singpass hor!

Today did some gd..read some relevant stuff for abnormal psych and ss..but also do some bad..there was this ad abt something tt i'd consider getting for my dear friend whose birthday is 2day!!! :) happy birthday sheryl!! :) yeah, ur fav red, in bold somemore, ok.. so i decided 2 make a trip down 2 tampines..only 2b disappointed..by then i was like "huh? since i'm here, might as well try 2 look for smtg 2 look 4 her.." so round e mall i went..er, din get anything 4 her, but know what i will get already..yah, anyway, bought stuff 4 myself! :) 2 brown-black pens from popular, saw e book ernest wanted and msg him 2 tell him.."murder is my business" by e late dr chao tzee cheng, apparently my abnormal psych lecturer's gd friend..good book if u can take gross things..*warning: there r some photographs..

ok, got myself another hp pouch, i dunno 4 what..but it was nice..oh well..and e best of all? i got a nice t-shirt from bum! *haha..really qt cool lah i think..but a bit over-decorated? but i like it :p plus there's 30% storewide discount till sunday, er so go if u can :p yeah, really got some nice stuff compared 2 last time..seriously, i think i'm becoming a shopaholic...tt's so scary, 4 someone with no income..but at least i dun overspend, i believe? not like some ppl i know..i nv understand, how can u hv a job and still b broke all e time? must b smtg wrong with ur spending habits lah..

ok and there's some lakerol contest, nice prize ok! $1000 shopping spree at tangs..bring along a friend..so $2000 i think..anyway, regretting all e lakerol boxes i've thrown away! argh..

yah told u it was going 2b narrative..think i'm outta sorts from e stress? but then stress ppl will nv say they r stressed..so whatever..i just know i've been attention seeking and neurotic...want proof? i give u..

my nick:
why is everyone ignoring me? : (

my words:
now i'm traumatised
scared of rejection
dun dare 2 talk 2 more ppl already
later more ppl dun reply me
i will cry
: p

yah, attention-seeking right? i cant believe it either..and to top it off, i'm hooked on both e chn 8 and chn u dramas..which i believe has nv happened b4 cos i really dun like chn u, till they went back 2 mediacorp..same timing, desperately changing chns *wah, i cant believe i just said tt..* yah, e 海豚湾恋人, i even tried 2 read e episodes synopsis in chinese cos i missed part of it..me reading chinese?? realise e seriousness of it?? anyway, having some probs reading finish it..plus not descriptive enough 4 my tastes :p and i figed out why e song is christ-related..cos they were at a christian/catholic orphanage..

i also dunno what's so great abt e show..ok, nice song/s..nice scenary, esp e sea :) and e boathouse :) :) blur, ordinary girl? rich guy? twists of fates? i guess it just panders 2 our wishes, based on e cinderella-formula of rags-to-riches, which has un/fortunately been socialised into most girls? i mean much as all these dramas are really quite unlikely to happen in our lives, but who wouldn't wish that perhaps, perhaps something like that would happen in her life 2? yeah, just tt glimpse of hope to make our mundane, relatively very very boring lives, just tt much more bearable..and in e meantime, those smart producers will just get richer and their pockets fatter..

create our own fairytale?
is it all but a lie?

opium of the masses?