Wednesday, March 02, 2005
wahhh!!! i feel so so so so stupid man..big time!!! i just spent like 4 hrs thinking from 10 plus until now..2 plus am 2 realise tt i'd made a big big stupid mistake!! arghh...i dunno who 2 blame now..myself or kr? for telling me tt ss tut is next week? ok shall not start e blame game here..ss tut is not next week!! ok this is really very silly..really..i feel so stupid, counting and counting all e weeks on my calendar and then thinking who shd i approach 1st, what shd i tell them? wld they like tell me some horrid stuff? sigh..kill my brain cells for nothing..there's only 4 ss tuts..was happily preparing for my abnormal psych tut(for once!) then felt tt smtg was wrong..so called xuanie to check it out, she was sure dun hv..then went online 2 look for ppl 2 check with..ok, yah, feeling so dumb now..aiyah, at least, i nv malu myself - tt's e only consolation..yah..ok, relax..everything's fine now..for once, my worrier nature has done smtg gd? yah just cldnt sleep until i figed out if i wld miss any tut and whether i shd attend any tut today..yup so stupid! imagine i'd approached any of them? possibly putting myself in danger of being berated and then realised tt there was nothing wrong and then getting malu-ated..ok thankfully, i din just go to them straight away..ok tt's settled..now 2 settle e soci tut tt i accidentally-on-purpose(?) din go for? hmm..tt means i only have 45mins of lesson today? sigh..how do i manage to raise moutains out of molehills all e time?
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