wah, after all e stupid crap yesterday abt pink dolphins and stuff, i had a nightmare..abt pink pigs, pink dolphins, with jx, xm, vick in it, at pl and in e sea(?) and a lot of gray dolphins and water and some really gd camera..think i must b going nuts..vick was a dolphin trainer?? and i lost xm's camera, ok but jx has assured me tt he has no camera..there were some ugly flying pigs and dolphins? and me? i was this crazy photographer trying 2 take e dolphins doing stunts..i can vaguely guess where all these came from..really, it's so weird, it's really, "ri you suo si, ye you suo meng", it's all e little, little things tt happen 2 me, being combined 2gether in e weirdest fashion..

bought a winnie e pooh notebook for 12 bucks? being childish, having fantastic dreams and wanting 2 watch fantasy?

i call this, regression