cant decide if 2day was a gd or bad day..2 black and white..a more appropriate description wld b tt it was an interesting day :) ok, erm got back in contact with some ppl who've been outta my life for some time..yah, was very surprised 2 see her, er cos of some reason tt i dun think even she knows..din actually feel like seeing her..i guess tt's how life is, e ppl i dun want 2 see always pop up right in front of me, just when i least expect it..oh well, nvm i'm fine with it, moving on? i dunno..made some small talk i'm beginning 2b so adept at it..whatever..shall post abt tt another time..yup yup, woodbridge was very interesting, very eye-opening, funny, been there so many times but 2day was e 1st time i ever went 2 e lobby..haha, somemore i always go and get lost in there and somehow find my way 2 e mortuary..morbid right? so got 2 explore those places i usually dun get to go to..yup, somehow think i might end up working there someday..it's going 2b buangkok green medical drive next time, sounds pretty cool, the plans they hv for it, yah, i think they r doing a wonderful job there! :) er yah, really very interesting..dunno what 2 say already..cos dun feel like going into a lot of details..all i gotta say is this: it's not what you think it is, ppl are not crazy..they dun run abt half-crazed..yup, it's very nice and serene..nice place..like resort? i dunno but well, they just recently renovated and are in e process of doing so..yah, it's not what you always see in tv or hear from ppl..it's not all tt bad..

2day was a gd day..cos i caught up with an old friend..qt a gd friend lah..to quote e friend's words "rusty" gd friend..haha...hope we polish away e rust soon! yah, glad 2 find tt my friend's still e same..still as rubbish..still as crappy..still 4ever suaning me..but more mature, and not playing political games anymore, as i was assured? i dunno whether i believe :p after all e politcal games they played in sec sch? mayb lah..yup, for ppl who might be wondering who i m talking abt..it's a certain person from sec 3 yah, one of those from a particular chinese school in singapore..whatever..

i'm very amazed tt i can still talk 2 this person, as if e years hvn passed at all, cos we din really keep in contact a lot lah..just a bit here, a bit there..cos most of e ppl from tt yr, i dun really talk 2 them anymore even though they've stayed on my msn list all these yrs...i've learned, not 2 expect anything and b grateful for what comes my way..yah it's like some ppl, u may see them everyday, but you dun know what 2 say to them or hardly know them, but for other ppl, u just seem 2 hv so much 2 talk abt..i dunno..it's just chemistry? i dunno it's strange and i dun try 2 exp it..i only describe it..in e true spirit of a scientist? er..talking crap now..my msn nick attracted e attention of another of those friends..but i just cldnt carry on e conversation for long..i used 2b able 2 talk qt a lot 2 him..yah, it's so weird..

i've learned not 2 expect friendships 2 last 4ever..it's not tt i dun believe in 4ever, i just dun expect it..i realise tt e more i expect smtg, the more likely 2b disappointed..it's better 2 hv low/no expectations, hv e outcome exceed my expectations and be happy abt it..

e 2nd thing 2b happy abt is tt i've discovered a new route 2 cycle!! :) e weather 2day was pretty gd, very windy and sunset came late..i went out 2 cycle..spotted a baby jellyfish..only one..cycled round almost e entire west loop of e lrt track.. :) going for more tmw??

and e 3rd thing is someone agrees with me! it's so nice when u find someone who agrees with you when e whole world seems 2b against u? "gong ming"..

actually got 4th thing also leh..having a very insightful discussion on msn with a gd pri sch friend of mine abt men, women, marriage, love? those kind u know..ever since tt soci tut..i've been thinking hard..haha yah very interesting, thinking abt e expectations tt ppl hv nowadays..interesting 2 ask guys..u'll b amazed at how traditional some of them are? even more interesting 2 hear from guy friends who r worried abt me, and wondering if i'm a lesbian? hmm..haha...