ok, i'm getting paranoid here again...someone who has my link is getting many reads recently, i hope that does not mean that more people are reading my blog? *cross my fingers and toes* feel like i'm the character in the story The Gunpowder Trail yup, this need to like disappear and go somewhere where no one knows me..ok lah, actually i'm quite ok with people reading my blog, the thing is ermmm, dun let me know? aiyah, difficult to exp..nvm...yup wanted to msg travis 2day, he's getting married! :) yah, but din get round to doing it...congratulations, travis! *haha dun think he'll ever read tt..just got reminded of him cos tt time we were doing the yv banner in his office and the stupid com refused to save the work...so i was showing him my crossed fingers..."See, i crossed my fingers already!" *haha..the look on his face was...ermmm yah...dunno how to describe, like amazed(?) at how naive i cld be? i dunno..haha just funny...yah, for whoever's reading this's info, sm thinks tt i'm really "tian zhen" in view of all the stupid things i've done this hols, half of which i cant rem already cos of my stm..ok whatever, i know some people will find lotsa joy in reminding me of all the dumb stuff i've done these hols...and guess what? it's 3.30am and i'm still doing the svc newsletter! ok, haven felt so efficent in such a long time..but again, it's so last min!!! but guess what? i love the adrenaline rush and the way all the ideas come pouring out, seeking for my attention..yep, one girl show 2night...i can do it!! *haha..4 down, 4 more 2 go...and i seriously need to break out of this habit!! if anyone can help me break this last min habit, i'll...i'll b really really grateful :) alright, such a cold night, better get back to work quickly...