hmm, just came back at 12, feel like cinderella..tired cinderella..but then i dun look like cinderella..*haha..i've figured out e gd thing abt being plain-looking, i dun attract that much unwanted attention and at least i know tt e person most prob does not like me for e looks but for e character and who i m! :) *haha, yah just realised it cos chris' been attracting unwanted attention...from both guys and girls! yah, even though some ppl may say tt some attention, albeit e wrong sort is better than none at all, but then you'll b super irritated if you gotta fend off all tt attention..me, i just put on tt serious, business-like, prefect face with tt cold, no nonsense voice when i detect some unwanted attention..going outta point here..but e pt i want 2 make is tt there's nothing wrong with being single, absolutely nothing. it does not mean tt we r unattractive or unlikeble, it just means tt e right person hasnt come along..i rem once, after synapse if my memory does not fail me, we were staying over in sch..lying side by side, xuan and i were talking...just b4 drifting off 2 dreamland, i was saying tt somewhere out there, i believe that there's a right person for us, it's just a matter of time b4 we meet e person..though it sounds very naive, cos perhaps some ppl nv meet the one? but then i dunno enough abt life and am not tt cynical yet..haha..if tt has not convinced you, let me use e statistical approach..as far as i know, most of e girls i know r not attached and many have not ever been so..so statistically speaking, if you r defining normalcy as what's e majority, then seems perfectly normal 2 me..and last but not least, do what's within control and dun worry abt what's outside e zone of control..my mum used 2 sing this song 2 me when i was young.."Que Sera, Sera"..

Que Sera, Sera
Doris Day
[Written by Jay Livingston and Ray Evans]

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother
What will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera, sera
What will be, will be

yup, i nv knew what que sera was until recently..i always thot tt e singer's name is sarah and her mum was speaking to her, giving her some advice..i guess tt's it, what will be, there's nothing much we can do to change what will be, that's outta our control..what we can do is 2 relax and enjoy what life throws at u.. :) why worry?