i saw her again, she's his sister, she's my pri sch classmate, from P1 to P3...standing there in their hse's living room, i suddenly felt as if i'd returned to all those yrs ago, in pri sch,transformed back in time...i cldn't fanthom how so many yrs had just passed us by just like tt...it's a shocking yet awe-filled feeling. i'm just glad to see her...but i cant begin to imagine how much she's changed..as in, in pri sch, we were just these innocent kids, but with the passage of time, i dunno the values that she's formed, her thoughts and opinions on things...it's like someone who's so close, yet so far away. yet, i felt that connectedness, that feeling of familiarity. that smile :) i'd always regarded her as one of my gd pri sch friends, at least in lower pri, though i dunno if she did..i din have many friends when i was young, she was one of those i still spoke to in upper pri who was not in my class, perhaps probably the only one i rem...still she evoked many emotions and memories...she really made me feel and remember the cruelty and pain of bullying i suffered in lower pri..nope, she was not one of them who bullied me..yah, i know few people are not going to b able to believe tt i was bullied as kid, but i nv felt these emotions so strong b4 since that time. they seem so distant, i even forgot they existed..i rem i'll cry in class everyday...her appearance just made all the memories resurface and everything seem all so real once again...perhaps because of all the bullying that made her friendship so much more precious to me and i nv 4got..perhaps i was just too young to think so much abt it...i'm still happy i met her again even though it brings back so many memories i wished i'd really forgotten...*written with tears in my eyes and washing my face...