2day i went 4 my nus med checkup...was quite scared, i went alone. It was totally unexpected, not thanks to my little brother. He forgot to bring his donation card and as i was the bum sitting around with nothing to do, it fell upon me to bring it to him. *sigh...anyway, the checkup was less scary and much faster than expected. I met jiayi there, felt so bad, cldn't rem her name...and i think i m almost over my current long, long period of anti-social-ness and some-sort-of-depression...I'm so glad tt I've found that I'm actually normal...

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On the contrary, INFJs are true introverts, who can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious "soul mates." While instinctively courting the personal and organizational demands continually made upon them by others, at intervals INFJs will suddenly withdraw into themselves, sometimes shutting out even their intimates. This apparent paradox is a necessary escape valve for them, providing both time to rebuild their depleted resources and a filter to prevent the emotional overload to which they are so susceptible as inherent "givers." As a pattern of behavior, it is perhaps the most confusing aspect of the enigmatic INFJ character to outsiders, and hence the most often misunderstood -- particularly by those who have little experience with this rare type.

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Maybe i believe 2 much in such personality tests? but these are the words that I've been searching for, to express and understand why i feel and behave the way i did. mayb it was too much, mayb i got tired of it all......

But what i am sure of now is this: I am ready to begin a new phase of my life and live as spontaneously as possible.