so lost and so confused. it felt good to be free, without obligations, no homework, time to do whatever i wish, but i feel this is getting a little out of hand? i need some purpose, something bigger, more significant than what i m. pls tell me if you've got something you think i might just be interested in. in the meantime, trying very hard to get irritated with every little thing. Am i so irritable? or simply bad-tempered? and guess i need to clear out all e clutter in my life, it's suffocating. a messy life is bad for health, man. i nv expected tt i wld learn or reflect much upon my job. A messy life is harder to clear up than a messy room.