life feels good at the moment. the results are out, so the fear of the unknown is partially gone, though there still exists, for me at least, the fear of whether i can get into the course i want. ARTS and SOCIAL SCIENCE!!! :) yep and all the plans for cleaning up my room are finally being executed...everything was like stagnanted, no thanks to the unknown results. Well, now tt i m sure that i will not retake, it feels so good to throw all those stuff away. It's like cleaning up my life, it's therapeutic! really, go try if you haven...like a chapter of my life has closed and now it's time to clear up e left-overs. I think i m quite into e simplfying way of life at the moment. Throwing, giving, doing smtg with unwanted stuff and trying very hard not to keep thinking, talking about the past. What matters is NOW. yep, let go of e emotional baggage, whatever...i feel lighter already, though there are still piles of stuff for me to wade through...shall try not to accumulate so much things in future. and it feels like such a good holiday. I nv really had such a relaxing contented time for yrs(?) shall enjoy it while it lasts...:) so everything is looking good at the moment. Hope it is too, for you! :)