i've got a new blog! Life's Little Ironies! *haha, felt so inspired to start tt after seeing this guy on e NEL reading this "Get Rich Quick!" book and ignoring his cute little son...all contributions are welcome, in form of pix, photos, poems, stories....whatever...yah, be supportive ok? :)

i cut my finger at work today...so scary cos my skin was like almost sliced off! like hanging there...luckily only one small piece...i was just too shocked and think i made a lot of noise? all my colleagues were like looking and even e edison look-alike saw from e photocopier...and he asked me what happened...gosh and i cldnt stop whining abt it when i came home...cant stand it...attention-seeking...and here i m whining abt it on my blog...hee, but this reminds of times when i was young. i cant rem exactly what sort of injuries we got but my older bro and i seemed to have loved using plasters a lot...for every single minor injury...so much so tt my mum called us walking advertisements for plasters...*haha...:p

yah and i haven submitted my uni application...cant decide if i shd submit e application for nyp...irritating...i will b really irritated if i dun get into arts n soc sci...

imagine, doing the work that i m doing for the next yr and more? i cant imagine it...i think my brain will go dead. feels kinda restrictive...i cant imagine how my colleagues have done it for yrs? is it only ambition on my part or simply e unrealistic dreams of youth? while contentment is good, i dun think i m so easily contented...i cant imagine being 30 and contented with sitting in an office all day long, taking home my salary each month...guess i m scared of becoming old? and of losing my drive? what if i become lazy and too comfortable to overcome the inertia of change?

*sigh...too many questions...

i just wish sph wld hurry up and give me a reply...

life feels good at the moment. the results are out, so the fear of the unknown is partially gone, though there still exists, for me at least, the fear of whether i can get into the course i want. ARTS and SOCIAL SCIENCE!!! :) yep and all the plans for cleaning up my room are finally being executed...everything was like stagnanted, no thanks to the unknown results. Well, now tt i m sure that i will not retake, it feels so good to throw all those stuff away. It's like cleaning up my life, it's therapeutic! really, go try if you haven...like a chapter of my life has closed and now it's time to clear up e left-overs. I think i m quite into e simplfying way of life at the moment. Throwing, giving, doing smtg with unwanted stuff and trying very hard not to keep thinking, talking about the past. What matters is NOW. yep, let go of e emotional baggage, whatever...i feel lighter already, though there are still piles of stuff for me to wade through...shall try not to accumulate so much things in future. and it feels like such a good holiday. I nv really had such a relaxing contented time for yrs(?) shall enjoy it while it lasts...:) so everything is looking good at the moment. Hope it is too, for you! :)