when one door is slammed shut on you, another opens...
yesterday was valentine's day. i spent it working at e dinner and dance of my company. *haha, and i won a travel voucher! not bad huh? well, i guess it's abt learning not 2 regret about lost opportunites but 2 look for new possibilities. really, i was pretty disappointed when i lost e job at e pri sch but thinking back, i wld nv have found a job at this company and got 2 attend e d & d, as well as won e travel voucher. So it sorta makes up 4 e "lost" income? i think that this job is really an eye-opener. you get all kinds of ppl. and i really like e feeling that i m an observer of them all, it's so interesting 2 observe all e agents while i m cutting namecards in e room, *haha and i kinda purposely do that in the afternoon when i know that a lot of agents come in. just like 2 observe them and tally up with whatever i've heard of them. so far, everyone's been pretty nice 2 me and they say i learn fast! hee...i like e rush of adrenaline, trying 2 be efficient and complete all e work so that i can slack, although there isnt much chance of that. some of e agents quite good-looking one leh! :p yah and some dun look like sell a lot of houses one...but then they turn out 2 be top producers! wah...sometimes i feel that e work i do is really menial but i guess it's very impt 2 e agents...must make them really need me! it's ok 4 a short-term work, but i dun think i can survive doing it 4 e rest of my life...for e moment, just hope that i stop making so many stupid mistakes! :)